Friday, December 14, 2012 was a day that many of us
mothers got up and prepared our children for a day of school. By eleven o’clock
that same morning, it was a day that we as parents were aching to reach our
children and hug them tightly. Our souls were rocking at the core, our hearts
were broken, and our minds were spinning trying to comprehend this horrific
tragedy in Connecticut.
I was reading an article tonight,
A Day for Hatred by Jen Wilkin, which spoke to my heart. The author mentioned the one question that
seems to linger on, would we all hate the sin, or would we hate God? I’ve seen
so many post and articles these last few days with people asking how God could
allow this to happen. My hearts breaks even harder to know that there are
people who think God did this. We live in a “free world,” as I saw someone call
it today- a free world of sin and hate.
As a mother, my heart melts into pieces just trying to
imagine the pain these parents and families are going through. Lives absolutely
shattered for reasons we may never know and our feeling of security for our
children has vanished. But the one answer I do know is God didn’t do this to us. A world of hate did. A world of sin did. Our society is so divided and everyone is fighting to get to the top, we forget to stop and take a reality check. We forget how to live a simple life and treat others with love. We forget that we are all of God’s children, and instead run over each other like wild beast. I’m as guilty as they come and it’s time for a change.
The tragedy on Friday, December 14, 2012, wasn’t an act
of God, but I know God was there giving wisdom to those teachers as they protected
those sweet innocent soles and I know God was there to provide strength to all
those affected. I, like Jen Wilkin, choose to hate sin, not God. Tonight, as I
reflect once again on this heart wrenching tragedy, I fall to my knees and pray
that God’s love and warmth can give these precious families comfort to sustain
them until they meet with their precious angles again one day. I pray that our
society won’t turn their backs on God, but instead know that this tragedy came
from this evil world. I pray that we as a country can simplify our lives from
this sinful world that constantly puts evil temptations in our way. I pray for
hope and healing. Have mercy on our shattered souls dear Lord, I pray!
Psalm 147:3
He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds.